goddammit i have a test tomorrow and i can’t do anything because i’ve just had my heart broken for about the 10th time. I thought…I thought he was different. I thought he thought I was different. I don’t know what to think. He was so sweet and I know he cares for me.. What was that call? Was he really trying? But why did it end? Was it because I was trying to switch calls or because he hung up? Were those letters real? So many questions left unanswered and I have a math quiz to make up tomorrow. Dear lord.